“For I know well the plans I have in mind for you, says the LORD, plans for your welfare, not for woe; plans to give you a future full of hope.” Jeremiah 29:11
Have you ever wondered what God was doing? Have you ever looked at your clock and said “I wonder what God has planned for me 5 minutes from now?” I have. I sometimes get so frustrated in prayer because I have this tendency to question what God’s will is. God has put me on a roller coaster these past 4 or 5 years. The zigs, the zags, the up-hill climb and the down-hill descent…the things I have done and experienced are amazing! And, more often than I’d like to admit, I found myself praying “God, what are You doing with me? What are Your plans for me?”
See, we are blinded by our human weakness. And that weakness is our tunnel vision. We have this inescapable-tendency to think “inside the box.” We think only of the here and the now. But the fallacy in that is the fact that, on the flip-side, God is completely opposite of us. He looks at time in its entirety. He sees us from the day we were born until the day we die in a unique, special way. He sees everything as it happens, yet He sees it as if it were happening right at that very moment.
Confused? So was I when Mike, my youth minister, introduced this concept to me. I’ll give you an example to help illustrate it:
- Imagine the day that Adam and Eve disobeyed God.
- Imagine the day Jesus died.
- Imagine the day Michelangelo painted the masterpieces inside the Vatican.
- Think of the first day you ever remember.
- Imagine the last time you heard your favorite song.
- Remember where you were and what you were doing on September 11, 2001.
- Think of the last time you yelled at your mom.
- Think of what you had for dinner last night.
- And now imagine the day that Jesus returns.
Now, when you assemble that list of memories, you see them in a continuum, as if they were on a timeline. But God sees them as they happen, as if each event were happening at this very moment. Pretty cool, right?
You may be asking what this has to do with the verse from today. Well, think about it: when was the last time you wondered why God was putting you through something difficult? When was the last time you wondered when He was gonna pull you out of some situation? As I said before, God sees our lives completely, from beginning to end. So, what may seem like forever down here is like a mere second to God. What takes forever here passes on like a breeze in heaven.
This should bring us hope. Hope that, though the current times may be bad, we will emerge happy. God looks at our lives and wants us to be happy; however, what we think will make us happy is transient. The Catechism of the Catholic Church tells us:
The virtue of hope responds to the aspiration to happiness which God has placed in the heart of every man; it takes up the hopes that inspire men's activities and purifies them so as to order them to the Kingdom of heaven; it keeps man from discouragement; it sustains him during times of abandonment; it opens up his heart in expectation of eternal beatitude. Buoyed up by hope, he is preserved from selfishness and led to the happiness that flows from charity. (1818)
In eighth grade, learning to do BMX tricks and having an unlimited-supply of Hurley clothes would’ve made me happy. But those things would hold no water for me right now. What I want today may not be what I want tomorrow. But God knows what will make us the best people we can be, and that will be what makes us happy. God wills for us to have a life of happiness and love; however, as any good Father does, He refuses to indulge us in our every single whim and want. He wants us to smile but He doesn’t want us to be spoiled-brats!
How does that effect us? Well, we need to come to a fuller understanding of that fact that God is God and we are not. There is no way that we can know what He knows because, truthfully, He knows too much! Ecclesiastes tells us "what exists is far-reaching; it is deep, very deep: who can find it out?"(Ecclesiastes 7:24) We have a natural tendency to want to know everything! We want to know what is going to happen, who is going to do it, and what they will do afterwards. But, if you think of your life like any good book or movie, you'd say "You know what? I don't want to know the ending until it happens." Similarly, we need to learn to be patient, accepting God's plan as it comes and always looking for ways to glorify Him despite the inevitable ups and downs. If we can develop that patient, prayerful and peaceful mindset, we will never be disappointed; rather, we will always go to sleep at night hopeful and excited for what God has planned for us for the next day. Amen.